2011年12月2日 星期五

Where did you go?


失去的童真再也不回來。


平日的寧靜也被一一打破,很想有一刻能夠真正屬於自己,不需要為其他人的事而煩惱,不需要安慰別人,只須管好自己的事就好。



為什麼我要被牽連其中呢?實在不明白,二人之間的事會麻煩到我,我也不想去理會。



請你們不要再給別人麻煩好嗎。



2011年11月20日 星期日

Shit

壓力的全新體驗。

被功課壓得呼不過氣來,整日在拼死寫字,右手快報殘廢,初步懷疑得到關節方面的病痛,即將步入中年階段的右手不要捨我而去啊!

還有我的屁股。大概是坐太多了,竟然會痠痛,我暈。

這一周簡直像屎一樣爛!

2011年11月16日 星期三

HOW



How to survive through the nights that's full of loneliness and uncertainty.

2011年11月6日 星期日

壓力

爆。

暗瘡漸漸在臉上發展擴張,四處佔領。

除了腦袋我還剩下甚麼?

2011年9月25日 星期日

Suck balls

I hate it all. Why can't we just act like normal, no laughing at each other.

I wanted to. After all, it's just a bubble dream, that I will never reach.

This must sound ridiculous to you guys. Alright, I don't give a shit!

I don't care how you feel about me anymore. This is useless and wasting my time.

It seems all I can do is to change myself.

2011年9月19日 星期一

Feeling sick














Seriously sick.

The pain just don't want to leave, it wants to kill me.

I can get through as long as you're here with me, stand by me.

Then I am fearless. I can fight anything.

And make it pay for that.

As long as you're here with me.

2011年9月10日 星期六

誰人在說話


即使只有兩人,可我仍嫌吵鬧,甚麼時候能有一刻安寧?


為何不為人著想,請想想你的壞脾氣和大嗓門。



2011年9月9日 星期五

New life comes after the disaster


Going to school as usual, playing games as usual
Talking less than usual.

Is it just me? Feeling the circle of us, circle of friend is tearing.

There isn't much for us to say, words don't matter.

I wonder if we could go back to the beautiful days when we were in the same class.

2011年8月19日 星期五

Daughtry - Learn My Lesson


lyrics:
Tonight the sunset means so much
The one thing that you know you never touch
Like the feeling, the real thing
I reach out for the sweet dream
But somehow the darkness wakes me up

Well I felt this emptiness before
But all the times that I've been broken
I still run right back for more

You'd think that I'd learn my lesson by now
You'd think that I'd somehow figure out

That if you strike that match
You've found a field of flames
You'd think that I'd learn the cost of love
And paid that price long enough

But still I drive myself right through the pain
Well it turns out
I haven't learned a thing

Oh yeah

Sometimes I think I'm better off
To turn out the lights and close up shop
Didn't give up the longing, believing
And belonging
Just hold down my head and take the lost

You'd think that I'd learn my lesson by now
You'd think that I'd somehow figure out

That if you strike that match
You've found a field of flames
You'd think that I'd learn the cost of love
And paid that price long enough

But still I drive myself right through the pain
Well it turns out
I haven't learned a thing

You'd think that I'd learn my lesson by now
You'd think that I'd somehow figure out

That if you strike that match
You've found a field of flames
You'd think that I'd learn the cost of love
And paid that price long enough

But still I drive myself right through the pain
Yeah, well it turns out
I haven't learned a thing

I haven't learned a thing
I haven't learned, haven't learned
I haven't learned a thing

2011年8月12日 星期五

Distance


After today's a little chat, I don't know why people would rather talk to stranger than friends or family. Probably because I can't be trusted, I know. I can't make good advice, all I can do is to listen and understand someone, but not feel commiserative. I'm just a listener, never a good adviser.

I feel nothing, between C and me.

It seems like, we have our own work to do. Of course my work is just going to youtube, watch videos. There is no common between us. I can count billion of differences.

I don't get it.

Maybe I'm no one, there isn't any room for me.

2011年8月11日 星期四

Fire


Lose my direction. I don't know where I belong.

I always feel guilty, feel sorry for all I've done. But I can't stop, nothing can stop me...

"Take me for who I am and not for who I've been"

All the past should be burnt.

2011年8月9日 星期二

2011年8月5日 星期五

I wish

I wish there are people to help me, but there isn't anybody.

Is that I ask for too much?

2011年7月30日 星期六

What I Meant To Say...


Lyrics:
I woke up today
Sinkin like the stones that you have thrown
Wounded by the same old shots you take
It's easier to kick me when I'm low

And I just thought that you should know
That I've been holding on while you've been letting go
Well it's not too late to say it right this time
'Cause I know I said I'm sorry
But that's not what I meant to say

Strong enough to say
That I don't wanna take the high road now
This is so typical of you to walk away
When your perfect little world is burning down

And I just thought that you should know
That I'd been holding on while you'd been letting go
Can I be so bold
'Cause all this sucking up to you's just getting old
Well it's not too late to say it right this time
'Cause I know I said I'm sorry
But that's not what I meant to say

Ah,
What I really meant to say
With every little breath I take
I'm not the only one who makes mistakes
Just think of all the ones you made

And I just thought that you should know
That I'd been holding on while you'd been letting go
Can I be so bold
'Cause all this sucking up to you's just getting old
Well, it's not too late to say it right this time
'Cause I know I said I'm sorry
But that's not what I meant to say

Can I be so bold
'Cause all this sucking up to you's just getting old
Well, it's not too late to say it right this time
'Cause I know I said I'm sorry
But that's not what I meant to say

2011年7月24日 星期日

Time time time.

Time can fade out anything.

But before that, I'm still care about that I might become the one which is unwelcome.

I treat them as my friend, and I am being myself.

That's why I would be mad if someone didn't keep her promise.
That's why I would be angry if someone came late every time.
That's why I would be mean if someone did things wrong.

Wrong is wrong, it won't be right even you feel bad or really sorry.

I'm sorry if I hurt you, but I'm telling you the truths.

2011年7月21日 星期四

Realise

Today suddenly find out the differences between us.

Sorry but we are from two totally different worlds.

Shouldn't keep in touch...

2011年7月16日 星期六

Rain

Every time it rains, it recalls the scene of Burnt Money.
Angel get shoot, shouting Nene's name.

However, beauty don't last long.

Life if just full of bull shit.

2011年7月3日 星期日

F...

You've disappointed me.
Even you're so close to me, I can't forgive what you have done.
When you came back, I didn't say a thing.

I don't wanna give myself a hope that you will say sorry,
and in fact, you said nothing.

Is that all I meant to you?

2011年6月30日 星期四

STOP!!

Stop before everything goes wrong.
I have to study.
My responsibility is to study, and learn everything useful.
That's what I should do but not using computer everyday.

2011年6月24日 星期五

relax

relax relax relax relax relax...
i wanna go outside to experience a meaningful summer holiday!!!

2011年6月23日 星期四

Sleepy

I might have a diease that wanting to sleep any time anywhere....
A sleepy day, Oh My!!!!

2011年6月17日 星期五

失去控制

考完試,本該好好放鬆。可是卻無所事事,全日窩在家裡上網,上youtube。

可我又不想外出,矛盾之極。

我要在尋找安慰……

2011年6月14日 星期二

AGAIN

Whatever...
I can't trust you guys anymore
It's just a little thing
I can be strong without the shit!

Wonderful World

Staring through the window
Standing outside there just too happy to care tonight
Wanna be like them
But I'll mess it up again

I'm talking about C, and all of you.

2011年6月8日 星期三

突想

看著你的東西,發覺我們之間相距太大。

我也不是沒有你不行。

人總需要勇敢生存。

2011年5月31日 星期二

Tell me PLEASE

為何要那麼在意他人的目光?
明明你已經夠好,為何仍苦苦追尋。

人不是完美,你有個疼愛你的男朋友,你還想嫌不夠?
你不欠甚麼,就只差自信。

為何人總要被他人稱讚。

2011年5月15日 星期日

點解?

點解可以咁唔負責任……
同一條問題,三個鐘問左我三次,你有冇放上心?

搞到關係咁僵,越黎越想放棄。

2011年4月21日 星期四

2011年4月18日 星期一

自私

人終究是自私的動物。
你只想過,這樣做會比較好,但沒想到我的意願。
以後你覺得對的事就做吧,我不會多說一句話。

2011年4月5日 星期二

很好……

很好,一切都很好。我不該墮落下去。
這也沒甚麼大不了,別人有自己的生活:)

2011年3月21日 星期一

Lady GaGa- Born This Way

I'm beautiful in my way
Cause' god makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track
Baby I was BORN THIS WAY

Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track
Baby I was BORN THIS WAY yeah!!

2011年2月8日 星期二

精神錯亂

提不起勁,好像考試過後一直都是這樣

我不要啊/口\…

任何事都得過且過,找個人打我﹗﹗﹗﹗

直到我肯學習為止﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗

2011年1月12日 星期三